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Out and About in Ohio

September 28, 2025 by NZ Filbruns Leave a Comment

On a few days while we were in Ohio, we drove around visiting various people. On one of those days we stopped at the cemetery where Gayle’s mother is buried and visited the spot. After taking a serious picture, the children got goofy!

We stopped to have a look at this old house and barn, built by one of Gayle’s great-great-something great-grandparents. Can you see the date at the lower right corner of the house? The date on the barn is 1901.

I took this next picture because of the juxtaposition of the old wooden shingles on the shed, with the modern building just beyond.

This is another family house; it is the one Gayle’s mother grew up in. It was brick then, but has been updated more recently. One of his cousins lives in it with his family.

We also visited our nephew’s farm. He raises meat chickens in these structures, and moves them every day.

He also moves his cattle and sheep daily.

Miss Joy was delighted to find a cat she could love on. She badly missed her cats.

Of course, we went swimming again. Miss Joy is quite the fish; she can swim well with a life jacket on.

We visited another nephew, and toured the house he has restored for his young family.

Filed Under: Away From Home Tagged With: America, Ohio

The Bible Companion Book 5 Job

September 24, 2025 by NZ Filbruns 4 Comments

About the Book:

Book: The Bible Companion Book 5 Job

Author: Karen Westbrook Moderow

Genre: Bible Study/ Devotional

Release Date: August 26, 2024

Does God care when you suffer?

The Bible Companion Book 5 helps you face hard questions about pain and evil from a perspective of hope. A simple one-chapter-a-day format lets you engage with Scriptures without the pressure of schedules, homework, or heavy reading loads. Short daily readings and thought-provoking questions connect your story to God’s Word. For personal, group, or homeschool Bible Study.

In the Books of Wisdom (Job, Psalms, Proverbs, Ecclesiastes, and Song of Songs), God speaks to us in poetry—the language of the heart. These books reveal a God who is concerned not only about our minds and bodies, but also our emotions. Our journey begins with Job, a man who loses everything. Like us, he fears for himself and his family. What he discovers through his pain surprises him and challenges many of our assumptions about God.

My Thoughts:


I really appreciate the thoughts presented about each chapter. These meditations are simple, but practical, and often offer extra insight into the setting or characters of the Bible. Each one ends with a few questions to ask to help to apply the chapter to my own life. I have not quite finished this volume, but have not found anything yet that I disagree with, so I recommend The Bible Companion as an enhancement to reading the Bible.


In Book 5, the first of the books about God in Poetry, many thoughts are shared about Job and his friends and their discussions. Job has always been a book that I struggled with, and I have really enjoyed reading through this study guide as I read a chapter a day. I feel like I am understanding it much better now.

I received a review copy of this book from the author, and these are my honest thoughts about it. Links may be affiliate links, which will benefit Esther’s website if purchases are made through them.

About the Author:

KAREN WESTBROOK MODEROW is a Bible teacher and author who brings a storyteller’s perspective to Scripture. She holds master’s degrees in theology and creative writing and loves introducing others to Jesus through the stories told in God’s Word.

More from Karen:

Most of us have had a Job-like season in our lives. Mine came in 1996 when my eighteen-year-old son was in a terrible car accident that left him with a permanent traumatic brain injury. Mike was in a coma for four months. His prognosis was grim. We were told he would never walk, talk, or live independently.

Come Christmas, he was still in the hospital. I had no heart for celebration, but I wanted to buy a gift for my husband. He loves art so I stopped by a local gallery. Inside, I saw a bust of a man that I immediately recognized as Job. His face was twisted in pain. Behind the hand clutched to his chest, I saw a hole. Inside was a bleeding heart. I stepped back. Job looked just like I felt. Raw. Exposed. Bleeding. I stared at the sculpture a long time. I wanted to buy it, but couldn’t. I just couldn’t.

I walked out of the shop in tears wondering if I would ever smile again. The next months were spent in rehab with Mike. We renovated our house, brought him home, hired caregivers, and prayed that somehow God would heal Mike’s body and our broken hearts. The Lord comforted us during this time, assuring us He had a plan. He would take care of us and there would be an end to our suffering. Every day brought new challenges, but Mike began to improve. More importantly, our faith took root. The Lord brought people, resources, and hope. Against all odds, Mike learned to walk, talk, feed and dress himself. And against all odds, we found ourselves joyful as we journeyed with our son through each milestone. The story is long and complicated. One I’ve journaled in my book, Back Roads Home, but the point is, God was right. There can be joy, even in sorrow. There is hope, even in the dark. There are things in Mike’s life and ours that remain broken, but God’s presence during that difficult time saw us through. Pain was not the end of our story.

Time passed in roller-coaster fashion. As I rode the highs and lows, I often thought about the Job I saw in the art gallery and wondered how he was faring. Then one year, while looking for an anniversary gift to celebrate our anniversary, Job came to mind. Enough time had gone by that I could now embrace him as a fellow-sufferer and be glad our paths crossed. I called the artist and learned she still had the piece. (Either there isn’t much of a market for art depicting tortured souls or else he was waiting for me.) My husband smiled when I unveiled him. He hugged me and said, “We’ve been through it, haven’t we?” Yes, we have. And we had to wait until we were on the other side to appreciate him. Now when I look at him, I don’t just remember the pain; I remember the gifts of suffering—patience, perseverance, trust, love, hope, and so much more.

As I was going through the book of Job chapter by chapter for The Bible Companion, Job’s sculpture sat not five feet from me. His tortured face and silent tears reminded me that this world is full of sorrow. But the Bible—the book I ran to while in such pain—compels me to carry his story forward. Job-in-clay may be frozen in agony, but Job, the man-who-contended-with-God is not. He comes to trust his all-wise Creator and finds peace. So can we.  At its core, Job is a story of hope. Hope is woven throughout the book that bears his name. As a writer, my desire is to make that thread visible, especially to those who suffer in the dark.

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Columbus Zoo

September 21, 2025 by NZ Filbruns Leave a Comment

While we were in Ohio, we took a day to go to the Columbus Zoo. My brother, who lives in Ohio, and his family have a year pass, so we went together. There are no elephants in New Zealand, so the children badly wanted to see one.

While we waited for my brother’s family to arrive, we took a few pictures. They were setting up for the Lantern Festival, so there were cloth sculptures like this all over the zoo (picture below of one of them).

Our first stop was the sea lion exhibit–and the first thing we saw there was this diver cleaning the cage!

The sea lions swim around, over and under a glass tunnel that we walked through. We enjoyed watching them.

There was a glass underwater viewing area for the polar bears, too.

Reindeer

Wolverine

Hyenas

Finally, the elephants! This one was playing with a stick, putting it in her mouth and crunching it. A young one was throwing sand all over itself. The big male was in an enclosure by itself, and we watched it eating hay from a large net bag, very carefully pulling some out and putting it into its mouth.

When we walked up to the flamingoes, the entire flock raced over to us, honking loudly. I had never imagined that they sound so much like geese!

Miss Joy had ben asking if we would see an alligator. She was enthralled, and spent several minutes studying it.

The children’s aunt bought tickets for them to ride the carousel.

We enjoyed watching the gorillas eat their meal. The baby was really cute!

There was a baby orangutan, too.

I had never seen a koala before!

Filed Under: Away From Home Tagged With: America, Ohio, Zoo

Book Review–A Busy Mom’s Prayer Journal

September 17, 2025 by NZ Filbruns 3 Comments

About the Book:

Book: A Busy Mom’s Prayer Journal: 7 Minutes to Connect with Jesus

Author: Christa Joy Spaeth

Genre: Reflective/Devotional/ Guided/Prompt-Based

Release Date: October 29, 2023

As a busy mom you want to grow closer to Jesus, but it’s so hard to make the time. And when you do, it’s hard to know where to start. Let this guided journal help you to set aside seven minutes daily to reflect powerfully on the goodness of Jesus.

With 50 days of prompts designed specifically for moms just like you, this journal will lead you into fellowship with Jesus, our Perfect Parent, helping you to lean on Him to be encouraged and grow in godly wisdom.

A Busy Mom’s Prayer Journal is divided into five sections, each exploring one aspect of moms’ hearts for their children, so you can journal straight through or skip to a section that speaks to your heart’s need that day.

This journal contains:

  • Daily inspirational verse to meditate and journal on.
  • Daily prompts to connect these biblical truths to your life as a women and as a mom, many of which include “thought starters” to help get you started journaling.
  • Space to document your daily “mom win” to provide positivity and help encourage you.
  • Guided prayers to be used as a starting point for your personal prayer.
  • Ample space for writing what you are thankful for daily.

A Busy Mom’s Prayer Journal will help you glimpse the awe-inspiring love Jesus has for you, both as a person and specifically as a mom, in only seven minutes a day.

My Thoughts:

I have been enjoying working through this book for the past month or so. I don’t have time to use it every day, but when I do I love the way it helps to focus my thoughts toward God and encourages me to count my blessings and praise God in the midst of my busy life as a mother. I appreciated this author’s definition of “mom win;” it made me feel like I am doing enough!

I received a review copy of this book from the author, and these are my honest thoughts about it. Links may be affiliate links, which will benefit Esther’s website if purchases are made through them.

About the Author:

Christa Joy Spaeth is a devoted wife, mother, and passionate follower of Jesus who understands the beautiful chaos of raising a family while trying to stay anchored in faith. With a deep love for prayer and the Word of God, she created this journal to help busy moms connect with the Lord in meaningful, manageable ways—no matter how full the day gets.

Through her podcast Praying Daily and her devotional writing, she encourages women to pursue God’s presence with confidence, joy, and authenticity. Her mission is to help moms cultivate a thriving prayer life, experience daily renewal, and walk in the peace and power of God’s promises.

Christa is greatly enjoying going back to her roots of teaching! As a dietitian and foodie, she loves to share her passion for simple cooking and wholesome living.

More from Christa:

I’m a mom of two young men, a registered dietitian with a love for fresh milled bread, and gardening, and someone who believes that food, faith, and family are deeply connected. Most days you’ll find me in the kitchen with flour on my shirt, sharing laughs and recipes with my family. My kitchen is usually a little messy!

As a dietitian, I’m passionate about real food and simple meals that bring people together but as a mom, I know how hard it can be to slow down and spend time with the Lord. That’s why I created A Busy Mom’s Prayer Journal: 7 minutes to Connect with Jesus. It’s not just a devotional; it’s a mom win. It’s your permission to breathe, connect with Jesus in the middle of the sometimes-messy chaos, and remember that your prayers don’t have to be perfect or long.

You’ll find quick prayers for hectic mornings, space to scribble your thoughts while the kids nap (or don’t!), and even a few “praise break” prompts for when the laundry is endless.

If you’ve ever whispered a prayer while reheating dinner or felt like you’re doing a million things but still falling short, you’re not alone. I’ve been there, and I wrote this book with you in mind. Let’s walk this journey together — one prayer, one meal, one grace-filled moment at a time.

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More Time in Ohio

September 14, 2025 by NZ Filbruns Leave a Comment

For our first weekend in Ohio, Gayle’s family all came together. On the Saturday morning, a lot of us drove to Dayton to the 2nd Street Market to have a look at it. When we parked, this colorful grain elevator caught my eye.

The first booth we came to was one of the most interesting, with a woman from Kenya selling baskets and other woven products from all over Africa.

Our nephew has a stall, where he sells grassfed meat.

The children enjoyed swimming in a neighbor’s pond several times.

One of those afternoons, the girls were at one pond while a sister-in-law and I took the boys to another pond.

Mr. Imagination was in his element!

That same day, the men worked on power-washing two houses.

One evening we took pictures. Our family felt pretty little!

On a very hot afternoon, Miss Joy spent a long time wetting the feet of one of her aunts, who loved the feel of cold water on her feet.

There was a beautiful sunset that night.

The girls got to wear their new pink dresses for the first time.

Because of the heat, all the children ended up moving into our bedroom and sleeping on the floor–we had an air conditioner!

A few times I walked with the children from my sister-in-law’s house, where we gathered, to my father-in-law’s house. I took this picture on of those times, of the house where Gayle grew up. It’s somewhat obscured by the trees, just past the barns.

We were walking across the lawn one day, on our way to visit someone, when we noticed this wasp dragging a katydid to a hole. How fun to see something like that! When we came back a couple of hours later, the hole was so well hidden we couldn’t figure out where it was.

The children’s aunt organized a campout one evening for Mr. Imagination and two of his cousins. We all joined them for a cookout by the creek.

One of the children found this butterfly on a nearby tree.

The two cousins brought their guns, and the boys all went hunting that evening. They got a few birds, but no raccoons. Here they are sighting the guns in.

Miss Joy loved playing on her aunt’s stairs. The fun thing about that is that the house used to belong to Gayle’s grandmother, and all her grandchildren and great-grandchildren did the same thing! Miss Joy made up quite the games with the stairs and bannister.

Filed Under: Away From Home Tagged With: America, Ohio

Book Review–Off the Itinerary: The Search and Rescue Files

September 10, 2025 by NZ Filbruns 4 Comments

About the Book:

Book: Off the Itinerary: The Search and Rescue Files

Author: M. Liz Boyle

Genre: Christian YA

Release Date: May, 2025

Marlee and Marshall are now students at the Professional Outdoor Guides School where Sawyer just graduated. Meanwhile, Lydie is busy training a search-and-rescue dog. In this special edition with seven search-and-rescue stories, the Off the Itinerary characters face new adventures (and misadventures). Adrenaline is high as Marlee faces her fears in a cave rescue, a helicopter evacuation, a swift water rescue, and more! Will Marlee trust that her misadventures are part of a greater plan? If you loved Avalanche, Chased, and Ablaze, you won’t want to miss this collection of short stories.

My Thoughts:

Several years ago, I got to read the books in the Off the Itinerary series. They were among the few recently-published Young Adult books I’ve come across that I liked! The only problem with them was that people in their mid teens were involved in relationships with the opposite gender, but even that was healthy and wholesome, the way it was done (my sons just didn’t appreciate it!). So, when I was offered The Search & Rescue Files it appealed to me.

One of my sons is involved with search and rescue in our local area, so we hear about their operations. My impression was that the scenarios described in Off the Itinerary: The Search & Rescue Files were fairly accurate. I don’t think the teenagers in these stories would have been allowed to join searches like they were, without being full-time members of the local organization, but otherwise the stories sounded quite plausible. I am waiting for feedback from my son, though! (Note: he says that the scenarios are described accurately, in his experience.)

I liked seeing Marlee a little more grown up than she was in the other books. Her character has grown and matured a lot through the series. Her relationship with Marshall seems quite healthy, and other than the occasional hug or mention that they enjoyed being together there was no romance, although it is quite clear that they were a couple. 

Marlee had things to work through; she had a couple of traumatic experiences that affected the way she related to people and lived life, but she recognized that and worked to overcome the effects of the trauma. In one story, she made a mistake as a leader of a group and people suffered from it; she had to learn to forgive herself and move on. She did well at praying or asking others to pray before starting off on a hike or a rescue.

This book is good for any teenager who loves the outdoors and being in the wilderness. It is also good for people who like to read about rescues or survival. The scenarios described are portrayed in enough detail that if readers happened to find themselves in a similar situation, remembering these stories could save a life.

I received a review copy of this book from the author, and these are my honest thoughts about it. Links may be affiliate links, which will benefit Esther’s website if purchases are made through them.

About the Author:

Liz is the author of the Off the Itinerary series, the wife of a professional tree climber, and the homeschooling mom of three energetic and laundry-producing children. Liz once spent a summer in Colorado teaching rock climbing, which she believes was a fantastic way to make money and memories. She resides with her family in Wisconsin, where they enjoy hiking and rock climbing. Liz and her husband have also backpacked in Colorado and the Grand Canyon, which have provided inspiration for her writing. She makes adventurous stories to encourage others to find adventures and expand their comfort zones (though admittedly, she still needs lots of practice expanding her own comfort zone).

More from M. Liz:

When I published my third book, Ablaze, I was confident that the Off the Itinerary series was complete. Marlee had a solid character arc, she’d endured three natural disasters, and I wanted to finish the series on a good note. A number of devoted readers reached out, asking if I would please write another. I was reluctant for a while, but eventually (thanks to the excitement of my readers), I began brainstorming this special edition. Rather than another full-length novel, I chose to compile seven short stories focusing on Marlee’s involvement with search and rescue missions. I’m eager for my readers to spend bonus time with the Stanley girls and Miles boys. Some things never change, like Marlee’s high odds of finding misadventure and her need to overcome fear with the support of God, her family, and friends. Other things have changed for the better, like Lydie introducing a dog to the adventures. One thing is certain: Marlee must learn that God’s itinerary is better than hers.

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Travel, First Few Days in Ohio

September 7, 2025 by NZ Filbruns 2 Comments

We’re home from our trip to America! I’ll share a few of the pictures we took while there, but I can’t share most of them because they include people who aren’t in our immediate family.

We had a beautiful trip over the mountains to get to Christchurch to the airport. The morning was frosty and clear, which promises a gorgeous day. We made a brief stop at an overlook with a view of the Otira Viaduct, built about 25 years ago to get the highway off a very dangerous part of the mountainside. We also stopped in Moana where Simon works, to say goodbye to him and to see the workshop.

Our first flight, from Christchurch to Auckland, was only about an hour long. Miss Joy had never flown before, and she was delighted to have a window seat. I let her borrow my phone, and she took a lot of pictures out the window. The Kaikoura Peninsula is visible in this one.

Both the long flight, from Auckland to Houston, and the last one, from Houston to Cincinnati, went smoothly. We won’t talk about the shock to our systems to land in 94*F Houston, with high humidity, or the three very long lines we had to wait in there to get to our gate. We were relieved to reach the end of our journey in the wee hours of the morning!

Mr. Imagination loved trapping kittens for his grandfather. These kittens are fed daily, but are quite wild. They like to get into the garage and make a mess, though.

The girls enjoyed playing with a tea set their aunt had for them.

A bat was discovered inside a house we spent a lot of time in. The owner of the house was aghast, but Mr. Imagination said he thought it was cute and wanted one for a pet! He enjoyed helping get it out of the house at dusk, though.

He also enjoyed riding the pedal cart his grandfather built years ago.

The children all loved playing in their aunt’s creek. They were fascinated with the raccoon tracks, since we don’t have coons.

They also found these structures by the creek, and Mr. Imagination caught a minnow.

Filed Under: Away From Home Tagged With: America, Ohio

Book Review–With Mercy’s Eyes

September 3, 2025 by NZ Filbruns 5 Comments

About the Book:

Book: With Mercy’s Eyes

Author: D.T. Powell

Genre: FICTION/ Christian / Contemporary

Release Date: June 16, 2025

He turned his back on God a long time ago. But God never forgot him.

Six months after struggling actor Lane Harris lost his husband in a tragic accident, he lands a movie role guaranteed to put him on the Hollywood map. But one producer holds the power to shut down his shot at stardom—and she’s a Christian. If she finds out he’s gay, it’s over. Lane is careful not to say too much around her.

When an alcohol-fueled tryst with his co-star ends in humiliation, and his landlord hands him an eviction notice, Lane looks for someone to talk to. He finds a confidant in the Christian producer. After a night of too little sleep and not enough coffee, he lets slip his sexual orientation. Instead of a verbal flogging, the woman recounts recently losing her own husband.

The only Christians Lane knows condemn him upon learning he’s gay. But this one is different. She doesn’t embrace his sexuality, but instead of treating him with disdain, she offers compassion. Christians are supposed to hate people like him. So, why doesn’t she?

– – – – – – –

With Mercy’s Eyes by D. T. Powell is an issue-facing Contemporary novel for adult churched Christians. It addresses homosexuality and same-sex attraction from a Biblical perspective without falling into the trap of the extreme responses we too often see from modern churches. It holds similar views to Jackie Hill Perry, Becket Cook, Rosaria Butterfield, and Christopher Yuan.

My Thoughts:

When the offer of review copies of With Mercy’s Eyes came up, I glanced at the description and decided it was not my style. A few weeks later, the request was sent again, because more reviewers were needed. That time, I read the description more closely and decided I could read and review this one.

What a story. As soon as I started With Mercy’s Eyes, I had a hard time putting it down. I was quickly drawn in to the story of Lane as he floundered in his grief, and faced one blow after another. We lost a son a number of years ago, and since then I have said that I can’t fathom how people can survive such a loss without knowing God—this author has given me a glimpse into that. My heart hurt for Lane as he headed into a downward spiral, and I had to keep reading to see how he would snap out of it (because the book is fiction I knew he had to, although in real life the story could easily have ended any other way). 

There are so many minor themes in this story, besides the main one. My mom has mentioned some in the email I quoted from below. One I really loved was the contrast between a Christian’s view of death versus someone who has no faith in God. That was encouraging! I loved the simple faith of a child, and how a child can reach people where an adult can’t. While I cringed all the way through the book at the frequent mentions of Lane’s husband, it was good to see how a Christian should respond. There was a conversation about that at one point in the book that I want to find again and read a few more times. 

In short, I highly recommend this book for anyone who wants to minister to people who are caught up in the “alphabet community,” with the caveat that the author’s warnings, printed in the front of the book and repeated below here, are headed.

From my mom who received the physical copy of the book before I read it: When I read the back of the book, red flags started shooting up. The first paragraph was a zinger when I realized that it was a man talking about his “husband”! I really wondered what you had gotten into, but felt compelled to read and find out whether the “Biblical” thinking was the way we see it—and it was! This turned out to be quite a read, and I really appreciated it!

If you have the e-copy, you probably have the disclaimer page at the beginning that lists all the probably objectionable scenes and the suggestion that minimum age of the reader ought to be 25. I appreciated that! The author was reasonably discreet in those passages, but even so there had to be enough there to make the scenario clear. I also appreciated the discussion of her interpretation of gifts of the Spirit at the end, though I am not sure I altogether agree. She does make the point, though, that we need to heed what the Lord/Bible says about how to legitimately use our gifts, and I appreciated that.

The main character’s downward spiral and the way Vic told her story and used her writing to draw him to Christ are entirely believable! The contrast is also right there about legalistic or hypocritical Christianity and the real thing.

WARNINGS: Mostly from the author’s note in the beginning of the book: Homosexuality, suicide and suicidal thoughts (chapters 28, 34, 39, 42, 46, 60, 70, 74, 85, 85, 127), sexual assault (chapters 7, 10, 14), infant loss (chapters 28, 42), terminal illness, death (chapter 1, 137), domestic violence (chapter 6), depression, mentions of abortion (chapter 9), violence (chapters 56, 124). Not recommended for people under 25.

I received a review copy of this book from the author, and these are my honest thoughts about it. Links may be affiliate links, which will benefit Esther’s website if purchases are made through them.

About the Author:

D. T. Powell has loved stories since before she can remember, and it was one of those stories that God used to change her life and prompt her to start writing. In addition to writing book reviews for a magazine as well as original contemporary and speculative fiction, she has actively contributed to the fanfiction community since 2013. Her original work has been published by Writers Digest, Clean Fiction Magazine, Twenty Hills Publishing, The Order of the Pen Press, Worldsmyths, and Cadence Writing. She enjoys reading, playing pickleball, and playing an occasional video game. You can find her online as dtill359.

Her favorite verse is Psalm 126:5, “They that sow in tears shall reap in joy.”

More from D. T.:

Driving through a deserted intersection at 3:30 AM isn’t an ideal time for much of anything. But I remember the moment clearly, because in that instant, I chose to accept God’s prompting to do something I thought was impossible (or, at the very least, inadvisable)—write a Christian fiction book with a main character who’d just lost his husband.

Being a Christian in traditional circles, I believe that any intimate relationship outside of a Biblical marriage is not pleasing to God and goes against His will and plan. So, for at least a year before that moment of acceptance, I wrestled with God’s prompting to write such a (to me) non-sequitur.

But God kept bringing this story to mind—sometimes quietly during time spent with Him, and sometimes more loudly through people I got to talk and interact with. He wouldn’t let me forget what He’d asked of me.

Once I’d accepted God’s prompting to write this story, I reluctantly began drafting, but, in fear, I put a pseudonym on it. I was terrified that strangers and family members alike would see this premise and lay down immediate judgment of both me and this story.

However, there is one true antidote to fear. Perfect (mature) love. And as I continued to take steps of faith—albeit haltingly at times—God fostered in me a love, not just for this story, but for Him, and for a group of people Christians far too often label and then push aside because of their specific, chosen sin.

With Mercy’s Eyes is a glimpse of how God draws people to Himself. It’s an unapologetic statement that salvation is for all of humanity, no matter how we sin. It’s a look into the life and heart of someone too many Christians might never have given a second thought.

This book takes a non-explicit look at homosexuality and same-sex attraction from the perspective of someone who has lived that life and thought it would bring them happiness, only to wind up empty and no better off than when they began. Often, it’s only when we come to the end of ourselves that we understand just how much we need the Saviour.

God has seen this book through from beginning to end. To honor what He has done, both in me and within these pages, and celebrate His saving grace, I now gladly give my name to this story. I pray God brings With Mercy’s Eyes to the people who need it, just as He brought it to me when I needed it.

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New in the Library! August 2025

September 1, 2025 by NZ Filbruns Leave a Comment

We got home from our trip to America a few days ago. The bulk of our luggage was books–see the pile we had to add to the library?

Not all of them are going directly on the shelves, but over half are. I’ll highlight part of them here, and save the rest for next month.

First up: the books that will go on the Junior Fiction shelf. A number of families around here have been eagerly waiting for these last two books in The Brady Street Boys series. We thoroughly enjoyed the whole series, and the ending was satisfying. See my reviews of the series here and here.

I also acquired the fifth and sixth books in the Tree Street Kids series. We listened to the first few books in this series and I decided that we needed all of them in our library. I’m looking forward to reading these! The Goldtown Adventures series by Susan K. Marlow, for 10-12-year-olds follow the Goldtown Beginnings series for 6-8-year-olds. This series is about the same person, a few years older. I was in a discount grocery store in Michigan that has a book corner (they actually bought out my bookstore 18 years ago), and saw this series. Since I had been thinking about getting the series anyway, I bought it then.

We listened to several of the Clementine books a few months ago, so when I found a couple of copies to buy, I snatched them up. My mom read one of them while we were still at her house, and loved it.

I also brought home a lot of picture books. We love the Frances books, and books by Ezra Jack Keats, and books by Patricia Polacco…

I was tickled to find a hardcover of In the Small, Small Pond at a secondhand shop I went to with my mom. This book has been a favorite of our family since it was given to us by one of my aunts who worked in a school library for many years. She sent us a boxful of books a few weeks before my third baby was born, and it was great to have new stories to read my two older toddlers while I was feeding the new baby. That copy, though, is nearly worn out, so now we have one that will keep going for many years.

I also brought home some more easy readers. We now have all the Frog and Toad books, and two Henry and Mudge books–both quite popular with my youngest!

I found a lot of books to add to the Junior Biography section, too. The two about Ben Franklin are easy readers, and very fun stories. I got the one about Teddy Roosevelt because I love that author’s style of presenting history. I also like Jean Fritz’s books, and the Scholastic biographies. The Childhood of Famous Americans books are good for children who need books just above the level of the books we have on the Independent Readers shelf. Wangari’s Trees of Peace is a beautiful picture book about a woman in Africa.

Then there are some miscellaneous books that I’ll add to this post. I got What Am I Feeling? because it is part of a level of Sonlight Curriculum that I am doing with one of the girls. The Search and Rescue Files is a review book, and I really enjoyed it. I had Elijah read it, too, and he reported that it is pretty accurate. It goes on the Young Adult Fiction shelf. I got When God Writes Your Love Story because there has been some interest in it among our young people. It’s a book I had many years ago, but when someone borrowed it, someone else burned it. Treasures of the Wise and The Bible Companion Book were both review copies. I used both as daily devotionals and liked them. I got The Constitution of the United States to go with another level of Sonlight Curriculum. I actually ordered it well over a year ago for Esther and the boys to bring back from the States, and it didn’t arrive at my mom’s house till about 9 months after I ordered it.

That’s all for now! I’ll write another post about the rest, sometime in the next month. I have a lot to catch up on after being away from home for over five weeks.

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July 2025 Photos

August 10, 2025 by NZ Filbruns Leave a Comment

Here are the rest of the pictures I have from before we left home for our visit to the United States.

A new house is being built in front of us. The man for whom James and Joe work was hired to do the job. One day when they ran out of other work, they started building wall frames. It was pouring that morning, so James threw up a roof to shelter the saw.

By evening of the second day, they had all the frames built and stacked up–and then the boss dropped his nail gun down the stack! Joe was the only one small enough to climb down and get it; the other option was to unscrew the frames and dismantle the stack!

I went out and offered to take a picture of them with their pile.

Simon went hunting one night and got a pig. We turned all of it into sausage meat, and while I was mincing it, the girls used it for playdough. (Hands washed before and after!)

I loved seeing so many of my children lined up one evening, so tried taking a picture. Well, did you know what happens when a flash is used with hi-vis clothing? Rather startling!

I spent a lot of time sewing for the girls in preparation for our trip. I found simple patterns for both their sizes, and had a lot of fun. It’s satisfying to create something pretty as well as useful.

The girls got the Jenga blocks out to play with.

More work on the new house. This was assembling the forms to pour the pad. It was a different system than they have ever used before, and they aren’t impressed with the price. James is at the right in orange; Joe is in the middle with yellow rain pants.

The day I went to town to buy a washer, I stopped on the way home to take a picture of the cloud flowing across the Brunner Gorge near Dobson.

The chicken house that burned down is being replaced! By the time I left, there were walls and rafters, but I hadn’t gotten a picture.

Apparently, Joe was trying out a remote to take a picture from my phone, and he and a visiting friend were having fun!

This is a Bowie knife that Mr. Imagination made. I told him it must remain hidden!

Filed Under: Activities at Home Tagged With: Ahaura, Random Photos, West Coast

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